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| 1st day of school! |
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| Dani's 1st day of school! |
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| Happy Birthday Allie! |
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| Silly! |
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| Driven to walk by faith - Teachers racing! |
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| Soccer Under the Lights! Ethan all bundled up! |
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| 1st day of school! |
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| Dani's 1st day of school! |
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| Happy Birthday Allie! |
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| Silly! |
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| Driven to walk by faith - Teachers racing! |
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| Soccer Under the Lights! Ethan all bundled up! |
| Fountain made of wine bottles! Very cool idea! |
| She looks terrified, but this ride was all she talked about for the first 20 minutes at the fair. |
2. The Food - Raise your hand if you like fair food! (mine hand is high in the sky!) Food at the fair is so much fun. I love trying new things. Now I'm not talking about a greasy hot dog. My usual at the fair is pesto pasta from The Pasta King. I know exactly where to find them at the fair. This year I had pork sliders from Johnny Garlic's. Wow they were amazing! Another favorite is the kettle corn."I am a person in process. God is chipping away at the peeling paint in my life, driving nails in where the boards are breaking away, and working hard to make my house what it should be. He is painting deep brushstrokes in my life, but He has a long way to go. "
Carole Mayhall, author of Words That Hurt Words That Heal
He's still working on me to make me what I ought to be.
It took Him just a week to make the moon and stars,
The sun and the earth and Jupiter and Mars.
How loving and patient He must be, He's still working on me.



Colossians 2:9-10
For in Him all the fullness of Deity dwells in bodily form, and in Him you have been made complete, and He is the head over all rule and authority.
I’ve just started re-reading the book Lady in Waiting by Debby Joes and Jackie Kendall, well I guess technically I never finished it. So really I’m starting over. The first attempt to read the book I didn’t make it through, and I think that part of the reason was because I wasn’t ready for it. I’m so glad that I started from the beginning again because God knew what I needed to hear and when I needed to hear it.
Lately it seems that I have been getting into these awful moods. Sometimes it is because of someone else and many times it is because of myself. I have this terrible tendency to beat myself up over something that really should be forgotten quickly. Once I start beating myself up about it everything tends to go down hill. You know what I mean, I get stuck in hole and can’t, or won’t in many cases, dig myself out of it. I have a wonderful family and great friends who attempt to help me out of the “funk” I get in (as I like to call it), but more often than not I stay in it and ignore their attempts to help me.
The other week I was in one of those “funks,” and at this point I have no idea what happened to get me there. I was feeling sorry for myself in my “miserable” single state. (that tends to be the main thing that bothers me lately – but when I really think about it I am not that miserable….that is for another time) When I got home I opened up Lady in Waiting and was shocked at how much the chapter applied to how I was feeling right at that moment. (Isn’t God Awesome!?!) Here is one thing that stood out to me.
“Incompleteness is not the result of being single, but of not being full of Jesus”
“Only the single woman who understands this means of being complete in Jesus is mature enough to be a helpmeet (compliment).”
As I was reading this I knew that I am definitely not there yet, but it was so encouraging to me. I spend so much time thinking about wanting to be in a relationship that I push aside my Savior. Our culture has this view that every young woman needs to get married. This is engrained into our brains at a very young age through fairy tales and whatnot. God has given me this wonderful opportunity to right now to spend time with Him. I should be taking advantage of that time right now. Who knows what I have been waiting for.
I fell in love with Colossians 2:9-10 while reading this section of Lady in Waiting. My fullness or completeness is in Christ and nothing else. After reading those verses I wrote them down on a card and carried them around with me a for a few days. When I would start wishing or dreaming of being in a relationship I would pull our the card and meditate on those words. It totally helped! I even went on a little rampage, in a kind way, at one of my friends when she mentioned something about me needing a man. :o) I held up my verse card and said “Oh no! Not right now! My fullness is in Christ!”
Now I have to be honest with you, today was one of those not so good days. There were a few moments when some friends of mine cheered me up, but not long later I curled back up onto that awful mood. A friend has challenged me to spend more time in the Word and bring my focus back on Christ and away from myself. Tomorrow my verse cards will go everywhere with me in hopes that I will remember the promises I have from my loving Savior.
Thank You, Jesus for making me complete/ full in You!



I'm at this age where things seem very uncertain. (I'm sure that age is a very large span or ages, but it seems to have hit me pretty hard this year) It began with the decision to stay in SoCal or return to NorCal. Again I'm wonder where God is leading me. Am I supposed to stay here? Or go somewhere else? Do I stick with the job I love or try to find something that pays better? It stresses me out. But when I remember that God is leading me and guiding me I breathe a sigh of relief. God is in control!! He has plans for me and He will lead me in the direction of those plans. He is my guide.
I'm reminded of Psalm 139. I can not hide from God. But not only that, His hand will hold me steady. He will steady me as I walk along the path He has for me. There is always the great illustration from the poem "Footprints." When things get hard God does not leave us He carries us through it.
What would I do without my personal guide? No matter what gets thrown my way my Heavenly Father is with me guiding me through it.

